Avy just left with his dad and grandparents back to Christiansburg for the week. They will be back Thu night. I am heart broken. I miss him so much. I have stayed away from him a few times for 2-3 days, but not like this. Not when I am home all day with nothing to do, but he is not there. After spending so much time with him these past few weeks I am miss him even more.
He was ready to go back to ‘his’ house. He wanted to go back and see his friends and I think the normalcy will do him some good but all this is very hard for an hormonal pregnant me. He seems to understand that I will not be there and that he will come back in few days, but I am not sure how he will actually react to me not being there.
I am heavy- hearted now and as he was packing his toys back home we packed his magnetic board and he asks me “Amma where will you draw if you want to, if I take this?”. How do kids know how to tug your heart? I have promised him to draw something for him everyday on paper till Thu.
Four days seem so short, yet so long…